Entry: nonononononononon0 Thursday, August 28, 2003



fear_and_hate_humans: yay
i_fear_and_hate_humans: i love you
mihitore_the_black_dragon: come hold me
mihitore_the_black_dragon: dont let go
i_fear_and_hate_humans: i wont ever let go
mihitore_the_black_dragon: reallly?
i_fear_and_hate_humans: really really
mihitore_the_black_dragon: why must u care for me sooo much
i_fear_and_hate_humans: because i love u
i_fear_and_hate_humans: and if i didnt care for u, i wouldnt love u
mihitore_the_black_dragon: well why do u love me
i_fear_and_hate_humans: because your great
i_fear_and_hate_humans: and u love me
mihitore_the_black_dragon: thats right i do love u.
mihitore_the_black_dragon: come here. well go to  the court house and get murried lol. then have a weeding later. just so we can be close and so that i can say i will never loose u.
i_fear_and_hate_humans: u wont lose me
mihitore_the_black_dragon: im j.k u know.................... i wont?
i_fear_and_hate_humans: no, u wont
mihitore_the_black_dragon: how do u know
i_fear_and_hate_humans: well, i know that i wont leave
mihitore_the_black_dragon: i want u to hold me so i can cry
i_fear_and_hate_humans: why cry?
i_fear_and_hate_humans: i will gladly hold you

Wow. Well today was another great day at school. Yeah right, well. I actually heard my alarm, got up, showered and left for school. It was a A day agian yay. and Josh had me laughing so hard in photography. God I love him. Well. I have alot to say. And most of it deals with my friend and her choices. I love Nessa to death. But lately, she has made some horrible choices. I mean I am truly happy that she is happy. Yet the fact that she dumped her boyfriend of forever for a guy she knew a week. And that upset me. I mean damn. and then Lost it after 3 weeks. And now she spends all her free time with him. Oh well. Not to mention every day she asks me if I hate her. And I keep telling her no. But she doesn't want to listen. oh well. Man I want to go to a movie. But everyone has plans. ::cries:: This sucks. I start work on Saturday. Yay Rennisance Festival. WoOt. I guess. I need the money but I want to hang out with our friends.

Well it looks like I wont get to do much anymore. Lets see Andrew and I are so happy right now. Like I had said earlier. Andrew started college. Yet he decided to drop out. Because he "wants to work more". I am glad though because i barely get to talk to him as is now. I love him so much that if he ever dumped me or hurt me. I would never be mad. He is so great. I cant wait to see him. I hope he comes over during Thanksgiving. I really do. I bet we would make lots of babies ^.^ yay! Lol. I am obsessed with the name that we decided on for our daughter when we have her. Its Shadow Rain Hart. I think it is pretty. Now to figure out a nice boys name. In other news. I miss hanging out with my friends. Specially Brian. I mean we used to go to movies and hang out sooo much and now we barely speak. It sucks. And I think it is all because of Andrew. I think Brian is mad because I was the only person near him willing and wanting to fuck him and now I am Engaged to Andrew. I feel bad about it though. I dont want to loose his friendship or miss on hanging out with him because of it. I hate this. Bleh. Well I am tired. Good night All.


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