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Ok so was i in the wrong? I mean yes i admit that it was wrong of me to get a new boyfriend after a month but damn. Ok. I dated this guy Dave and he told me he loved me and all this. And I told him I loved him to. However, he told me he wanted me to be truthfull. So I was and I had told him how another guy had hit on me and he got mad and dumped me. So a month later I have a new b/f (My now fiancee) and he instant messages me telling me he still loves me and such. I tell him I have a boyfriend and he gets mad yet again and ignores me blocking all my e-mails and messanges. So one night his best friend (a lesbian) Im's me calling me a whore and telling me that she is going to turn bi and show him what its like to be a real woman. I mean damn. i just want to be the guys friend and she proceeds to say " I hope you get Aids and Die you whore". How sweet. Well after a long ass time he Im's me again and heres our convo. (I am blacknedsoulkepr)

urmusicgod: well well long time no talk to i see
BlacknedSoulkepr: yeah
urmusicgod: i still think your a whore for what ya did
BlacknedSoulkepr: im sorry you think that. are you and amanda happpy
urmusicgod: what are you talking about
urmusicgod: me and Amanda are no moe
BlacknedSoulkepr: oh i thought she turned bi to date you
urmusicgod: because she fuck with my feelings all because of you and tryed to sleep with me
BlacknedSoulkepr: ah. yeah the last thng i was told by her was i am going to turn bi and show him a real woman i hope you get aids and die
urmusicgod: lol that's Amanda for you always watching out for me
BlacknedSoulkepr: yeah 2 bad that made me horribly sad
urmusicgod: ok
BlacknedSoulkepr: so how are you
urmusicgod: great
BlacknedSoulkepr: that is good to hear
urmusicgod: yeah
BlacknedSoulkepr: are you and amanda still friends.
urmusicgod: got a job getting my lic getting my car so everthing is going great
BlacknedSoulkepr: thats good. but i thought u couldnt get a job?
urmusicgod: well i work at an animal sheltter
BlacknedSoulkepr: ooooooo fun!
BlacknedSoulkepr: do you like it
urmusicgod: yeah
urmusicgod: working with animals not working ith people is the way i like it
BlacknedSoulkepr: thats good im glad you do something you like. you deserve it
urmusicgod: naw i desever to die as along witht eh rest of this world
BlacknedSoulkepr: you shouldnt say that.
urmusicgod: i jsut did
BlacknedSoulkepr: i know. but you shouldnt.
urmusicgod: you suck everthing out of me again
BlacknedSoulkepr: i am sorry i dont mean to
BlacknedSoulkepr: how did i this time
urmusicgod: well sorry doesn't mean nothing to me
urmusicgod: to bad your missing out
BlacknedSoulkepr: look i know i hurt you and im sorry about it. but i do want to be your friend. missing out>
BlacknedSoulkepr: ?
urmusicgod: we can never be friends it is hard when u have feelings still
BlacknedSoulkepr: that hurts to hear that
urmusicgod: take that hurt times it by 50 and you know half of what i feel
BlacknedSoulkepr: if you hate me so and dont want to be my friend why do you talk to me>?
urmusicgod: because i still have very very strong feeling for you but it just leaves me empty
urmusicgod: may you never know my true feelings and passion i held for you
BlacknedSoulkepr: im sorry i mean if i hurt you why talk to me. wouldnt it be best to forget me if you hate me.?
urmusicgod: see one thing it didn't take you long to find a man that makes you a damn whore
BlacknedSoulkepr: please dont call me that. we were broken up a month an yes i understand thats still soon. but a guy i liked and have known forever asked me out. hes like my amanda.
urmusicgod: may your pusasy fall off and you die of back up you stupid fucking fat ass cum bucket nigger love cunt bag whor slut tramp worthless cunt

This hurts because I thought he was my friend. Am I such a horrible person? Please help me. Give me advice.


	kewL gurL August 14, 2003 10:30 PM PDT o0o man! kenshin really dies?! errgh!! why? why? why? ahaha. man!!! n e wayz... yeaup... knives is one sexy bastard!