Omg Yesterday sucked such horrible ass. I woke up at 8 am to get ready for work. For those of you who dont know I work at the Maryland Rennisance Festival. I get to work at 9 am and lo and behold. We have NO water. NO electricity in half the booth. NO lights. And it is hot as FUCKING hell. My costume is long sleeved to.>.<" Well we couldn't open untill they fixed the water because by law you have to have running water. Well the water came back on at around 11:30. Yay. Actual work. They put me at the grill to do the onions, green pepers and saurkraut. So picture this. ME, MY FAT ASS, LONG SLEEVES,OPEN GRILL,BIG ASS HOT FLAMES. It was no fun. The pans get so hot because the flames are so high and hot that I burned my hand THROUGH the oven mit. What the fuck is with that. So I get the vegitables done and I go into the back to harass Mat and his meat babies. Well I started doing dishes and I ended up getting suckered into doing them all day. Thats all I really did all day. Which was good because due to having no light. Or power in certain parts and that it was hot as hell. The back was quite cool compared to up front. Plus Mat was back there ^.^ Well Sarah almost passed out and so did This girl named Erin. It was to fucking hot. Then it rained. Oh how we loved the rain.
       It became a wet t-shirt contest at the fair lol. Everyone was in it. When it started you could hear all the fair workers cheer. It was great. Mat danced with me in the rain ^.^ twice !! ^.^ Because once I made him do it and once he jumped in the rain and pulled me off the deck. ^.^ Fun fun fun. Well at the end it wound down and such. I got a ride with Sarah and her mom home. It was fun because we almost got into a accendent because some asshole cut us off and I have never seen Sarahs mom so angry like. Then not to mention I almost had Sarah crying because I reminded her of Kenshin and Martha Stweart. Muwahahaha ^.^. Well I came home and ran into the shower because I was supposed to be going out with my Erin (Dennis, my neighbor). I get out of the shower, Dress and run upstairs. I tell my mom I am walking to Erins so that we could go and as I go to open the door something waves infront of me. Me not having my glasses. Freaked out. It was Erin yay. Ya know the whole telepathic abilities. We go to her hous and leave. We get to the mall and wait for Chirs Marsh, who I havent seen in fucking forever. I think it was the last day for seniors last year. Man he hasnt changed. and Erins friend Jon.
       So first we went into Suncoast so that Erin could buy me a late birthday present. I got Chobits Manga #2!!! So now I have 2&3. I want to get them all because I love chobits. Then we went into Hot Topic and I didn't see anything I truly wanted. Then I went to Piercing Pagoda and bought two pairs of earrings. Then I went to another store and bought a necklace and earings. All the time looking for chirs. While Erin waited for Jon. Well Chris showed up and I went into Kay-Bee-Toys and baught a stuffed bear. YAy. His name is Acomplished. Well we kept waiting for Jon. And when we were about to give up he shows. OMG. HE is so fucking funny. We finally got tickets because the people at Annapolis mall are basterds and wouldnt let Chris' cousin in because she was only 15? and Even though we are all 18 we couldn't buy her a ticket. So we finally got her a ticket and all was good. Well I was sure we would get kicked out. We were loud. Rambunctious. And I am sure a pain in everyones ass. We went and saw Freddy vs. Jason. It was good untill halfway twards the end. But oh well. Then after wards we hung outside till Jons Sister showed up. Then we all Piled into Chris' Mini and we were off. He drives pretty fast. But I love his car.
   I got home and started skipping down the street and my pants fell down. Fun. Well that was my day. Now let me elaborate on Jon. Jon is 25. You would not be able to tell that he is that old. He acts like a 17-18 year old. He is very childish and fun. So of course he fits in great with us. He is a short korean guy. Who has is tounge peirced, Labret. Skates and is a Juggalo. HE is so great. He had us cracking us so badly. I so think Me, Erin, Jon and Chirs should do this again. ^.^. I cant wait for Sept. 26th. DDR Max 2 comes out. yay I cant wait. Well here are som quizzies to take up space ^.^ dont ya love me?

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My Vacation: Day One.- Location- The back of a over crowded mini van, Some shitty Restaurant, A rest-stop, and 3210 N. Virginia Dare Trail, Kill Devil Hills NC. Its 6 am on a Saturday morning. Like any normal Teenager I do not want to get up that early. I get woken up so that I can shower and rush pack my last few minute things i.e my laptop, My ps2, my dance mat, DDR, camera, pillows, money and DVD"S (Scooby Doo, The others, Edward Scissorhands, Harry Potter 1 & 2, Blade, Gone in 60 seconds, Resident Evil, Cruel Intentions, Thirteen Ghosts, The children’s classic Robin Hood, Princess Mononoke, Fake, Black Beauty, My neighbor Totoro, Dragon Half, and Vampire Hunter D: Blood lust... not to mention Spirit and Anastasia that we rented from blockbuster I throw everything into the van and were off. Woo hoo bad enough it’s a 5 and a half hour ride and my adapter doesn’t work with my laptop but my sister would not stop whining. Gr. So we stop to get cigarettes and coffee and were off. Were not allowed to stop to eat till we get out of the area. This isn’t good because you have a hungry baby, my fat ass who didn’t eat a lot for dinner and a pregnant woman. So where driving. Its all good. My step dad drives like a maniac. Breaking laws and driving crazy through Washington DC and the dreaded VA. mixing bowl. Where going at a pretty good pace and we hit dead traffic. GAH! Fuckers. Im hot and hungry! Meet my needs!!! >_<‘ so we decide to get off and get a bite to eat. Well the Mc Donald’s was packed. I mean to the point where you couldn’t even enter. So we went to this pit stop called Buckaroo something. NEVER EAT ANYWHERE WITH THE NAME BUCKAROO IN IT IN VIRGINIA. The service was horrible. Our waitress didn’t get any orders right. I didn’t get my hash browns and when I did they tasted like shit. Gah! She had so many problems by the time we got our food ate and left. We had been there a hour and a half. >_<‘ that’s not fucking right!!!!!!!!!! So were off. Wheeeeeee yet again. I conk out for a Lil bit and we end up at Burger King. I get a Frosty and life is good. Besides the point that I was hot and had a whiny baby next to me, refusing to eat the frosty because I am holding it. I got her to eat it! Yeah buddy ^._^ yeah! So I fall asleep again. When I wake were about a half hour 45 minutes from where we need to be. But it hits me the tabasco sauce I put in my eggs. We have to stop now!!! but we cant! Gah!! Rest-stop is 3 miles down the road. Im in pain people Drive faster!!>_<" we get there only after almost wrecking the car because he almost missed the turn. I run in yes freedom!!!! HA! There’s a long ass line and it was laughing at me I finally went and was happy. Though I don’t know which hurt more. My now relived bladder or my butt ^_^; It was dead traffic. But finally after 8 hours in a car! We arrived. The place looked like crap on the outside. On the inside however. Oh My God was it nice. ^_^. There is the 3^rd floor which has the master bedroom, Which my aunt Terri took. It’s bathroom was huge and in it was a big enough whirlpool bath to fit me Andrew and someone else comfortably. A huge living room fully equipped with a huge sound system and a 35 inch TV. Perfect for DDR play!! ^___^. The kitchen and a living room. With a Deck facing the water. It Is nice. Then you have the 2^nd floor. Which has two decks a front and back, The back faces the houses but has a nice sunset view, so my mother told me, the front has a nice view of the water and a hot tub. Along with stairs leading to the car ports. There are 4 bedrooms. My moms, MR and Mrs. Amann’s, Cheryl’s and John and Jody’s. There nice sized bedrooms. With a nice hallway. And finally the 1^st floor. A small 1 room area with the washer and dryer concealed in a close, a futon, a sink, Micro fridge, T.v and door. This was my room! Small and open. But nice. I didn’t mind because usually I am left with the floor or couch. So Yay me!! ^_^. I set up my crap. Talked a bit, ate chicken wings, played DDR and went to my room tired to watch Spirit. I fell asleep and got woken up 20 minutes later for pizza! Yum Pineapple and Ham!! I only ate a slice though. Because the little kids were eating it all. Did I mention that I am staying in a house with 8 children 7 and under? Oh yes fun! Ha so I ate and went back to my movie and fell asleep again. I woke up at 8:15 and watched some of Big Brother, walked to the beach witch isn’t very big width wise, took a few pictures of the ocean even though I couldn’t see and came back home to type this. Well im off. I’ll write about tomorrow, tomorrow. PS I miss Andrew!!!. Pss I am staring at his senior picture and his gold origami dragon he made me for my birthday.... -sigh- I love him. -_-‘. You know what a good movie is? Spirit: stallion of the Cimneron. I like it. Yeah they don’t talk a lot but it is good. And I like it. A lot. -sigh- I must buy it. I must. Hmm you know what I was laying here and I realized that this would be perfect if Andrew was here. Hmm. The house costs us almost 3,000 to rent for a week. It was 450 something for each family to stay here. There are 5 families staying here. Though I think two of them payed more. Oh well. I love whoopers. They taste good. But you know what’s better than whoppers? Oatmeal cream cookies. Yum. Yum. Yum. Tastes like heaven. Yay. Well. Its late. Night.^_^

Day Two: Well I slept shitty last night. The futon sucks. I woke up about 7 am and walked upstairs looking for my mom. We went outside talked for a little while and went back In and watched Fake.. About 20 minutes later my mom came down to call me for breakfast. I went upstairs and played DDR and taught my cousins to play it. Ate breakfast and went and dressed to go to the beach. But instead of going to the beach I went with my mom to K-mart. Saw nothing I wanted and got Andrew a post card. A cool one. A sexy girl in a pink bikini on the beach. ^_^ hope he likes. Well I came back and watched Anastasia, then Spirit. Half way during Spirit I decided to go get into the Hot tub. Oh My God. I was in heaven. All I needed was Andrew and I would be so happy. That’s something me and Andrew need to defile. A hot tub. Oh my god I so did not want to get out. But I did and showered then walked around the house for a little bit. Then went and took a nap. I was rudely awoken to the sound of a pack of elephants( the kids) they were stomping around like mad men. So I went upstairs and watched another movie. Well John and Jody and their two kids went out for dinner. Then Chris and Cheryl took Jaclyn, Emily and Bradley for a car ride to KFC trying to get them to sleep. Leaving me with Zack and Ed. Well me and Zach played DDR he’s getting better ^_^. Then me my mom and step-dad went out to eat at a place called Jimmy’s. It was an all you can eat buffet of seafood. They were pretty good. I had oysters Rockefeller, clams casino, oysters with spinach and cheese, macaroni and cheese, curly fries, garlic masted potatoes, crab cake, snow crab legs, shrimp, crawfish, oysters and two virgin strawberry daiquiris. They were the ones in the two foot glasses. Man I felt sick. I came home and the Amann’s showed up. I sat outside and took pictures of the storm and the ocean. The lightning and ocean so beautiful. I so wanted Andrew there. Oh baby the horniness I felt. It was horrible. Well they called me inside and sang happy birthday. Then I lounged around some more and then went to my "room" to blow up the air mattress and to stare at Andrew. I miss him sooooooo much. I love him. And I cant wait till we enjoy vacations together. Well then my mom came down and we watched storm of the century and drank wine coolers. Well im off to bed. Hopefully tomorrow will be more eventful. I love Andrew!!!!!!!!

Day Three:: well yet again I woke up at 7 am. This time however, I was greeted by donuts and the evil children. They were loud. Didn’t listen to me and got smart with me all morning. The only good thing was I found out that im "nicer" than I used to be. -_-‘ . We then piled into two vans to go to the NC aquarium. In one van was Terri and Chris, Emily, Jaclyn, Zoe, Ed and Bradley. In the other was Doug, Gammi, Kelly, John, Kyle, Me , Cheryl and Zack. Well I first sat on the floor between the first row of seats and the sliding doors. Very uncomfortable for my fatness. Well the first van pulled ahead of us and waited because we knew where to go. Then my step-dad Doug had us laughing so hard. Because he asked if he was driving by himself and Cheryl said "yeah moms not going to help you". Well I guess he didn’t hear that because next thing I know were waiting in the hot van for him and he pulls up behind us in his van. It was so funny all of us yelling at him. Well we got there and looked at fist. I played with sting rays ^_________^ Yay! And we saw sharks and I bought a cute little teal colored sea horse stuffed nanimal! It soooo cute. It reminded me of Andrew. I don’t know why either -_-‘. No body said I am sane we then piled back into the cars, this time I sat in the trunk. Well after running around and such. I got tired and fell asleep on the couch, while watching Scooby Doo. Well I woke up and took Zack and myself to the beach where the others were. The water was nice. But I couldn’t go out very far because not even 3 feet into the water was a sand bar which suddenly dropped you 6 feet. Well after about 10 minutes at the beach I went back to the house showered off and got into the hot tub. I was alone for about a half hour and the whole time all I thought about was how romantic it would be to have Andrew in there with me.- sigh- well I didn’t get my Andrew what I got was Zack and Kyle. Whose today was his 6^th birthday. Well we had fun until Kelly ( Kyle’s sister) showed up the kids became badasses then. Well I got out and went and watched Thirteen Ghosts, then ate hamburgers, then watched it some more, then had shrimp pasta. Yum! Well after that I called Netzero to see if I could get internet working here. Well I couldn’t because Netzero doesn’t work in NC? -_-‘ my hopes of talking to Andrew were crushed. Oh well I hope he is doing good at work. My hard working man. Gr. LOL. Well I then went to the beach to find some sea shells to send Andrew. I didn’t find any real good ones but I found pretty rocks to give him ^_^ I hope he likes. Then me and my mom went out shopping. At 7:30 on a Monday EVERYTHING WAS CLOSED >_<". So we went to fashion bug and I found Eyeore shirts for 10 dollars so im going to go back and buy them. And the outfit I wanna wear the first day. It’s a pretty plaid long skirt and shirt. Nice. I like. I then went and bought a stash tin and lighter. And they carded me to buy the lighter. I mean What the fuck. Oh well. I came back and played uno and lost ;-_-; oh well. Well goodnight. I miss you Andrew. Lots! I hope works going well. -kisses to Andrew- I LOVE YOU.^_^. Day four: the lost little monkey. Help im in the state of half drunk half sleep. Lord help me. My day? Oh yes. I got to sleep until 8am! Woot! Then I got up walked upstairs then went to the car to go to the store. Went grocery shopping and came back and ate breakfast. I then put in my swim suit and laid in bed and fell asleep till 12. Then I ate lunch and went driving with my mom because I want a hermit crab. Plus I wanted to find something for Andrew. So we went driving and I made my mom laugh even though I got in trouble for it. We were driving and this cyclist was riding to close to the car and as we passed him I said to my mom rather loudly. "Push ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" she started laughing and the guy heard me and didn’t pay attention and ran into a sand dune. It was fun. I came back and watched a movie. Then ate dinner. The kids annoyed me. I want to kill them. Im in my evil I wanna hurt everything mood. I need Andrew and Jessica!!! badly! Well I then got kids ready to go to the fair. I felt bad because Zoe wasn’t supposed to go but she did so my little sister was all alone. She’s so cute. Anyways. I have had about 12 wine coolers and 3 mikes and I got back into the 104 degree hot tub. So no I think im going to be sick. Ill write more tomorrow. Night. I love you Andrew. P.s its 10:30pm Do you know where your 18 yr old daughter is? Yes sir. She’s in bed like the lazy drunken fat ass she is. Day Five: Road trip from hell. Well my aunt Cheryl last time she was here had gone to a small island named Orcacoke. She said they have nice shops and such and that the trip there wasn’t long. So we went. There were 14 of is. 7 kids and 7 adults. Well in the van I was in it was Mr. And Mrs. Amann, Cheryl and Alan, me and Bradley and Emily. Well the trip started off well. We started our drive to the ferry. Little did we know that the drive to the ferry was a hour and a half. Were driving. Its hot. The a/c doesn’t work right and im in black. Not to mention brad and em wouldn’t stop fighting and pissing each other off. We finally get to the ferry but we lost the other van. The wait for the ferry was 2 hours long. We finally get on and get to the island and had to wait for Terri’s van to come across so 15 minutes later she pulls up next to us. Missing half her van. It turns out Chris took the kids out of the van to go to a playground during the wait. And then went to get hot dogs. So we had to wait another 20 minutes for them to show on the next ferry. Then we went to eat. The kids were atrocious, it was hot and the shops were another 20 minutes down the road. We didn’t get to go shopping. We just headed home. Back on the ferry and back the hour and a half drive. We started our adventure at 10am we got home at 7pm. All that for fucking lunch. Gr. So I just sat in the hot tub all night. And then went to do sparklers on the beach. Fun. Well I miss Andrew and I love him. Well im going to bed now. Night. Day Six: Fuck all of this. The day started off good. I woke up at 6:30 am so that I can get a picture of the sun rise. Then went back to bet till 9. When I got up because my mom was going to the beach and John had shaken my bed trying to open the micro fridge. Well I went to the beach for about 15 minutes and came back watched half of spirit and went back to bed. I was woken up at 12 to go to Sonic for food. Went to Sonic came back and went to bed. I woke up again about 4 because Mrs. Amann came down to change loads and I was up. The Mutchlers and the Morans left for a night out. The kids drive me crazy then it went down hill. Em was pulling her normal if I don’t get my way bull shit and wont eat her dinner. So she has to sit there. Well Jaclyn is taking after her and Mrs. Amann let the kids run all over the furniture which isn’t ours and she doesn;’t seem to realize that we loose our deposit if something gets broken, so I tell jaclyn to stop and she says no so I pick her up and move her, she gets back up and I pick her up and say no. she bites me and smacks and claws my face so I yell at her. And Mrs. Amann is like "oh ill pay for it" and "its all right". I said no and put jaclyn to bed. Well I came up stares pissy and angry and em still was being bad so I told her a empty threat of if you don’t sit in that chair right ill put you right and Mrs. Amann yells at me saying ENOUGH and shit. Well I’ve had it. I was told to act my age. But I cant I don’t have most luxuries of a normal 18 yr old. I don’t get to g out with my friends and such. Why? Because I have to take care of Jaclyn. I swear I raise her more than my mom sometimes. Not to mention my mom pushes me to get a job. And she doesn’t want me living there no more. Im still in high school. My grades bite. My social life is that of a computer and I am alone. If it wasn’t for Andrew I would end it all right now. But I love him to much to leave him. I miss him so much. I miss everyone so much. I just want to run away and never return. I can’t wait to love with Andrew and to be his wife. We will NEVER SEE MT FAMILY ON MT STEP DADS SIDE!!!! I FUCKING HATE HIS PARENTS I HOPE T HEY ROT IN HELL. FUCK THIS ALL I QUIT >_<" Andrew. I love you. AND I MISS MY JEEEEESICA. ;^___^; Day six and seven: Day six: I slept all day and went to see Pirates of the Carrbiean angian. Well I am sick. It sucks and I cant sleep. I miss Andrew and Jess and Erin. Well im going to try to sleep night..........after another long ass hot car ride I am finally home!!! joy!^___^ miss me?

Woot. I went to walmart last night and found a cool lil cheap 3 in one camera thingy. It is cool. well tommorow I get to go have fun! I get to sit in a hot car for 6 hours as we drive to kill devil hills. I will be 18 on Sunday. Yay. I guess. I kinda dont want to have a birthday. Hmm. I love my fiancee. So much more than he knows. Hmmm, Its going to suck not updating. I like to try and Update daily. Well see ya all the 23rd!


P. S - For Kewl Gurl-~~  Kenshin and Kaoru katch Leprosy and Kenshin dies of it. the thing is,  Kenshin had the disease since he was born.Kaoru got it because it's a sexualy transmitted disease.Kenji somehow didn't get.Kenji was 15 when Kenshin died, and Kaoru died a month later. See though It is disputed. He his parents died of it to. Kenji is there son. and if your a Kenshin Manga reader and i think it was in the show to. It looks like Enishi(yum <3 <3) kills kaoru infront of Kenshin. But he doesnt.



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